"lebik baik sendiri daripada menyakiti dan disakiti"

keletihan. ketandusan. kebingungan. kira kira nya aku ini seperti haiwan yang ngga punya hati dan ngerti? lebih baik aja aku sendiri, biarin aja orang orang yang sayangi aku itu disakiti hari ini, dari disakiti hari kemudian. lekas siapin diri ini, biarin aja aku sendiri. ayuh, kemas. ayuh, pergi

5am silly note

Blogging in my blackberry is one thing I've never done before. I'm willing to try new* things in common environment but in ironic time, like I'm doing it right now. But I have done not so well lately as I did not update my diary at all. I did not take any chances I have to read more books, I took so called 'lagging' thing and put it in my life. I have been superbly mess and I'm trying to avoid that from now on. Promise has been made and list has been updated. I'm focusing now, hope so. Curse

white notes

I miss someone that can always get me on track and keep me motivated. Mohd Faizul Fatah (Joe Gegey Music) you're still gonna be a song that sings good to me. Everything happened for a reason, a reason that makes me strong until today. Praying the best for your future, your family and your coming kids. Believe me, I'm the one who always praying for you.

Let's eat some pizza.

Sorry, but this is just a joke to enlighten my blog. Hope you guys enjoy it (quite so). L-O-L. Ok, just spell it wise. 

More to facts

I'm in a highly creative phase and it's up to me to find the best way to express myself. This isn't just about having fun, for I cannot set aside my responsibilities. My desires may be luring me toward pleasure, but I'm more likely to make a mature choice now, instead of planning my escape. It's wise for me to fulfill my obligations, but I just doesn't ignore my most exciting dreams in the process. Hopefully, praying

I write nonsense!

I hope I will write more. Miss you HappySinday. (that's all I've been writing for past posts) Okay maybe sometimes I could change it to other language.. Perder yu HappySinday.. Spain in advance. Now my head spinning to Gusvato who practically in Indonesia's jail right now. Hmmph.... Anyhow he loves to speak Spanish to me. Miss you Gusvato

Do you believe in under world? Or weird

I once did this so called "fortune telling" with Satan for like, a year ago. And I got this very not so specific fortune telling of my current life and my future from that machine. Thou it sounded not so cliche, I found it quite interesting and quite similar. It's not that I put 100% trust on it, but as I said before in a previous post, I just like to enjoy that current event and just go with it. 

"you are fit and was admired by many people as you love to live life to the fullest. you are very smart. you are mysterious and has a keen power of observation. you are a beau, a hurry and can not control themselves in terms of romance. you are always hunting for maximum satisfaction. you are very loyal and sometimes too good to your partner or friends. you always change your mind and no permanent establishment where eventually it will inconvenience yourself"

haha damn. hope u wont read me

Goddamn current updates

It's been a long time since my last wrote in HappySinday on, maybe, January (clearly, I'm trying to recap). Unless I'm not that easy to be forgetful =p

I'm trying to tell that I'm quite busy for the past few months, with job in one of the well-known tel-co in Malaysia. I'm good, hell good. Living in Kuala Lumpur just keep giving me various perspectives about our social surrounding.

Keep knowing not one, but millions of inspirational faces. Yes, I admit, more oxygen I breath, more questions keep questioning in my mind, and so do I become more fussy in picking friends. I love to know more about businesses (means more opportunity), more older and matured people, more knowledge, more entertainments, more books, more musics, etc.

Somehow, I like to keep reminding myself to stay on my bounce, stay on my principles, and keep my limits. Obviously, I'm mixing in this surroundings well. Humbly, I mean it.

Apart from my job time and money making, I like to watch live band. Even sometimes I went there alone, just to have a pampering private moment for myself. Ahh.. I just love my lonesome life right now and I don't even think to have an individual to company for the moment. Yeapp, full stop =p

Fredo is one of the best performer ever

one of the superb live jazz band from UK